bigness
i’m taking in the black bigness
of the sky from a manhattan roof.
stars are breaking through it,
more than i imagined i’d see in the city.
i remember reading of some galactic
car crash, milky ways and andromedas.
millions of particles collide:
my fingers, her hair.
how many windows do you think
are in this city? she says.
unknowable, i say, still looking
up. something moves or doesn’t.
millions of particles collide:
the wind, my arms.
this isn’t how i imagined living
on an island would be, i say.
you want chinese? she says,
looking over the edge
where two rails meet at a corner,
her face lit with the street below.
millions of particles collide:
my mouth, her neck.
i wrap myself around her
like the black around the stars.
yes, i say, i’m hungry. i peer
over the rails and take in the neon.
the chinese place downstairs
is called good advice. we go there.
Reminds me of my nights atop the Hotel Carter in Times Square. wonder if anyone can still squeeze through the window to get to the roof - or have they Homeland Securitized that, too?
ReplyDeletebeautiful poem, miss your arguments.